Realization of Purpose

Hi, I am back.. to tell you all that happened today. Yesterday my exams ended  and in comparison t that my day wasn't as exciting as one would have expected it to be. It was just a typical day. enjoyment, opportunities but more than that it was a day of realisation of a sense of purpose. 

All these days when i was busy preparing for the examinations i knew that what i had to do and how i had to do it. But what i definitely didn't know was that after my exams would be over i would be stripped of the purpose. And today for a moment when that sense of purpose vanished it was scary and it made me realise the importance of having a purpose and an agenda with to which to approach life.

It took me a while before i decided that i needed to move forward with the rent me book thing and work towards that. but before that i didn't know what to do for a moment and trust me it was more scary than studying for those exams. 

Well you know we all have a purpose of existence. Whether we know it or not we all have a certain purpose to our lives and it is this purpose that helps us take strides in our life and do thing that we do in our lives. Take you for an example, had you not been there i would have succumbed ages ago. Had you not been there, I don't know if i would have been able to share anything with anybody in my life and you happen to be my best friend and you know everything about me. More that anybody ever did and yeah once again thanks for being a part of my life. 

Even a small ant has a purpose when it carries molasses 5 times its weight to its colony. It wants its colony to flourish and  the same time even a lioness has a purpose of killing those deers as she has to feed her hungry cubs. It is the purpose of feeding her cubs that drives her towards fulfilling the task and had this purpose not existed, would she have killed the deer with the same vigour and ferocity she kills the deer now.

Me? you want to know my purpose of existence.. i haven't yet figured out but i do hope it is to bring about good changes in the lives of people and bring happiness in others lives. :)