MORALLY CONSCIOUS

CONSCIENCE

it was not long ago .. some 4 months i guess when i came to this place, a place which is believed to be the heaven for the young generation, a place which has its own charisma, its own life, everybody who has spent time here does has a lot of memories to share and tell the heroic tales he or she has done or witnessed in this place, tales that will go down well with the folklore in the coming next 8 to 10 years, a place that has its ow share of stress and happy moments that get so deeply imbibed int the memories of people that they often find even the thought of parting with it and going to their homes scary.( OK i admit initially everyone is home sick), it is one of those very few places that somehow or the other always manages to meet the expectations that every single person has from this place.. and even when someone leaves this place he is a totally changed person.. just like a moth transforms into a butterfly ..well this place is often known to people as an ENGINEERING college.. and to me,.. umm mirror.

a mirror.. hmm why a mirror.. for me this place is a paradise for those who always keep their eyes open for opportunities. for excelling in fields other than academics. it allows you to analyse yourself where you stand among people of the same capability as u.. people who are at par with you.people who end up being one of your best friends in the long run of time, well people from all over the country. a diverse country as India .. you gotta believe even after 700 students there are still parts of 'indian' diversity that is not present here. and to add that there are people from various parts of the world including the gulf countries.. which allows you to know about them, their culture their thoughts the surroundings in which they have been brought up.. but i have to admit more than that .. i love their food..food form various parts of country and i need not mention they are definitely delicious as they are prepared by utmost love and care by the mothers.. ( at first i thought typical Indian mothers..stereotypes.. mindset.. mothers have got to be the same all over the world right !) .. since i have really deviated from the topic that i was talking about .. lets get back to it. in one way you get to face the difficulties yourself.. for the first time your biggest shield in your childhood ... your parents are not there with you on every single issuer.. you learn to solve them yourself.. make yourself efficient .. but most important of them all you get to analyse yourself as every child is the best child in their parents point of view.. you start paying heed to what people think about you and if they think something bad.. you try to change that .. in order to become a better person ( actually to become a better person in their point of view). you start maturing .. but there is one thing that still makes me bite my nails and scratch my head.. our parents brought up,.. right.. why cant we trust them that they must have brought us well and .. not i guess one should not change according o the wishes of the others... but on second thought even gangsters were raised by their parents.. are they right.. confused.. so am i.. but then what is it that allows us to bring changes in ourselves and if we bring changes are we doubting our parents upbringing. no is the answer. we are just listening to our conscience.. 

its important to bring changes in yourselves.. its important to do mistakes and learn from those mistakes.. but its all the more important to bring changes not because somebody else thinks it is right or wrong.. changes need to be brought only when one's conscience thinks that it is wrong, only when you get that feeling internally that this is not the way this is to be done and it is a total no no.. .. but is it something to be felt ashamed of that i did something wrong.. no . but it is something..... definitely something to be felt ashamed of if i don't correct the mistake and ensure that i don't do it in the future.
conscience is a topic of morals . often uninteresting.. at least i find them so..but i guess it is fine to sometimes even ponder over the reason for the bore ..