loss

Fame.. a devil.. worse than that.. trust me.. have lost a lot because of it.. just why cant my life me normal for onec.. why everrybody has to interfere in my life and want to know what is going on in my life. Dont i have a right to privacy. Dont i have a right to do things the way i wish to.? Why do i have to think about what people will think and do when they know what i am going? i tried not considering others opinions and doing what i wanted to do. and it has always ended in me losing someone dear to me.. and i guess this is it.. the threshlod. i quit now.. i cant take it any more.. i cant lose anybody now. i just cant. i cant let my life me a public discussion. my life is something that i want to b mine and not somebody elses. so today i do take a decision in my life that will change the entire dynamics of my life. i ma not going to let anybody take away anybody else from me..

i am just not ready for another rumour. i have had way too many tornados in my life because of these rumours and these false accusations, not again, i have already committed the same mistake umpteen number of times to know that things ought to change.