What if he leaves me? What if he cheats me again? What if he turns out to be exactly like everyone else on the campus is saying? What if we werent meant for each other? What if he is a dork? What of he doesnt loves me and he acts like he he loves me? What if he ii s exactly the replica of every other boy i have met? What if I cant trust anyone again?
What if he actually loves me? What if we had ended up in a great relationship? What if he is nothing like what everyone else on the campus is saying? What if we were meant just for each other? What if I have failed to understand him and he always loved me? What if I had given him another chance?
What if I had just listened to what he had to say? What if I had given him another chance?
I guess there are too many what ifs when you are supposed to make the so called tough decision of whether to give the guy another chance or not? In both cases i.e. if you decide to give the guy another chance or if you dont decide to give the guy another chance, there will always come a moment in life when you will lament over your decision becuase there is now ay of knowing whether the decison you took was correct or not. You dont know whether you would have been more hppier with tht guy or without that guy, You would love him, no matter what but the people around you would just not allow you to say yes . And just when you are about to say no to the guy someone will come and say something and ask you to say yes to the guy and you wuld think again thus confusing yourself cause this is what you wanted to hear actually. Because you hapen to know that it is not easy to forget someone whom you had loved for so long, especially when he is your first love.
I remember the Sneha that I knew was jolly and witty. Today when i see her, the pain is clearly evident. I rememebr the day when i was sitting at Dispensary and i saw her there too, i knew there was something awkward about her. Something just didnt seem right. I could feel the gloomy aura around her despite the fact that she had friends around and they were laughing like it was the last day. But it was only a day later that i came to know that she had had to go through all that and i have got to say she is an incredby tough girl.
But then I wish she makes the right choice. Meanwhile I will go and prepare for my end sems in order to pass them. :) good night dear diary..
What if he actually loves me? What if we had ended up in a great relationship? What if he is nothing like what everyone else on the campus is saying? What if we were meant just for each other? What if I have failed to understand him and he always loved me? What if I had given him another chance?
What if I had just listened to what he had to say? What if I had given him another chance?
I guess there are too many what ifs when you are supposed to make the so called tough decision of whether to give the guy another chance or not? In both cases i.e. if you decide to give the guy another chance or if you dont decide to give the guy another chance, there will always come a moment in life when you will lament over your decision becuase there is now ay of knowing whether the decison you took was correct or not. You dont know whether you would have been more hppier with tht guy or without that guy, You would love him, no matter what but the people around you would just not allow you to say yes . And just when you are about to say no to the guy someone will come and say something and ask you to say yes to the guy and you wuld think again thus confusing yourself cause this is what you wanted to hear actually. Because you hapen to know that it is not easy to forget someone whom you had loved for so long, especially when he is your first love.
I remember the Sneha that I knew was jolly and witty. Today when i see her, the pain is clearly evident. I rememebr the day when i was sitting at Dispensary and i saw her there too, i knew there was something awkward about her. Something just didnt seem right. I could feel the gloomy aura around her despite the fact that she had friends around and they were laughing like it was the last day. But it was only a day later that i came to know that she had had to go through all that and i have got to say she is an incredby tough girl.
But then I wish she makes the right choice. Meanwhile I will go and prepare for my end sems in order to pass them. :) good night dear diary..
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